I Will Move On...

I guess you just needed a little bit of a slap on the face to wake you up from that stupid dreams you been living.

I had one of those slap just a while ago. It hurts. It stings. But a much needed one, I must say. I can see things a bit clearly now.

All the butterflies, bunnies and beautiful flowers suddenly disappeared and were replaced by worms, trolls and dead trees.

I will move on. I will live my life. If this is your way of telling me, I thank you because it is working.

I do hope you will find what you are looking for.

I do hope you will have the happiness that you yearn so much.

I do hope you will get what you deserve in life.

I do hope you will get what you wanted in life from him.

I am moving on. I am trying o forget about it. I will not stand here anymore and sulk.

And for what it’s worth, what I felt for you are real. All the things I said to you are the truth. You might or might not meant yours, but, I really meant mine.

Where Are You?

John Legend - Where Did My Baby Go lyrics

Where did my baby go
I wonder where she ran off too
I miss my baby so
I'm calling but I can't get through

Please tell that girl if you meet her
That someone's longing to see her
Where did my baby go
I wish that she would get back soon
Get back soon

I'm searching for the lover that I knew
Have you see her
Where did she go
Feels like I just lost my only friend

Plains subsided colours faded
Love just got so complicated
Wished that I could see her smile again

So if you see her out there
Tell her i'm still here
Waiting for the date when she will reappear

Where did my baby go
I wonder where she ran off too
I miss my baby so
I'm calling but I can't get through

Please tell that girl if you meet her
That someone's longing to see her
Where did my baby go
I wish that she would get back soon
Get back soon

Maybe I was wrong and I
Ignored her for too long and I
Didn't even notice when she slipped away

Maybe while I lay fast asleep
When out into the night she creeps
I'll leave the light on
So she will come back someday

If you see her out there
Tell her its not fair
And the life just not the same when she's not here

Where did my baby go
I wonder where she ran off too
I miss my baby so
Just what i'm suppose to do

Please tell that girl if you meet her
That someone's longing to see her
Where did my baby go
I wish that she would get back soon
Get back soon

Get back soon
Get back soon
Oh woo...
Oh...
Oh woo..

Where did my baby go
I wonder where she ran off too
I miss my baby so
Just what i'm suppose to do

Please tell that girl if you meet her
That someone's longing to see her
Where did my baby go
I wish that she would get back soon
Get back soon
Get back soon
Oh get back soon...

Sing John Sing

"She Don't Have To Know"



Oohhhhhhh stealing moments just to be with you
Though its wrong its hard to tell the truth
But she don't have to know
She don't have to know

When I meet cha
I got my shades on to cover up my eyes
I'm hoping that nobody sees me passing by
Through my disguise
I still know you recognize

But you
I know you got a lil secret of your own
Sneaking out with me while your mans at home
You know your wrong
But its so strong still carrying on

I go
To the other side of town so I
Will never risk the chance of catching her eye
Cause she don't have to know
She don't have to know
OoohhhhGirl
I know your doing the same thing too
But I wont tell your man the things we do oh no
Cause he don't have to know
He don't have to know

Someone's watching
We got to be careful next time or we're through
(creeping creeping)
Damn it's so stressful doing the dirt we do
So sad but true
And I know one day
I'm going to pay

Then you ask me
To sneak out of town for just a day or three(1,2,3)
Go to dc and hold hands publicly
All through the streets
Cause they don't know you and they don't know me

Ohhhhhh
Ill feel sorry for mistake we've made
But there's no reason that we should tell her today
Ohhhhh
Though you give a lot of love to me
Girl I know I'm not the only one you see
But he don't have to know
He don't have to know
Ohm its getting crazy
I don't want to hurt my baby
And I know its supposed to be the last time for you and I

But let's not end this way
Wait another day.

I Hope It's Not Too Late to Say

I'm sorry. I didn't mean to create any kind of trouble. I let my heart control me instead of using my head. I just miss you so much.

I am sorry baby...

Go Away You!!!

I feel like I am loosing everything now. Everything that I love seems to be slipping away from my hands. Maybe I deserve it. Maybe I should be treated and handle like a dog. Just cast me away if you don’t need me.

Maybe I deserve all the things that is happening to me now.

Shooo you dirty dog!!!

So Close but Yet So Far...

I wish I can just go and enjoy today with her. Deep down inside me I know she would have wish for the same thing too. Instead of going together, we are going to the same place separately…a classic case of so close but yet so far.

I received a text from her this morning saying that she was at the hospital. She had a bad case of bloody nose. I was worried and frustrated at the same time. I could only text and asked her if she is ok and what caused it instead of driving up to her apartment and accompanied her to the hospital myself. She said she is fine and it’s because of the hot weather. I just feel so guilty and angry…. I keep thinking I should be the one beside her now.

And thinking that she will be there with someone else, just makes me even more frustrated and angry….but somehow, I bet she must be thinking and feeling the same thing now.

Big Apple...Thank you!!!

Thank you Big Apple…

No, I didn’t get to have lunch with her but I got to see her smile for awhile. How I miss her smile, only God knows. And she even promised to tell me what is going on. She just asked me to bear with her.

It might turn out to be a good weekend after all.